i had never realized my addiction to coffee. there would be days where i would drink six or seven cups without blinking (which ofcourse would turn into several hours of not blinking), and i would feel perfectly normal.
this week, just as an experement to see how addicted i am to coffee, i decided to try not drinking coffee for the entirety of the week. i am at day three. i have never been so tired, i mean exhausted in the afternoon. i can hardly gather my thoughts enough to write a journal entry that no one will read. i keep thinking about coffee, and how awesome it would be to drink just a little bit, just two or three sips... i mean why am i doing this to myself? why would someone in fine health decide to remove one of his simple pleasures from his day for a week and submit himself to a tiny personal hell? it does seem rediculous, there is no real point to it, i am going to drink coffee again after this stupid experement is over, so why bother?